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Traits List for Adult Children of Alcoholics
Situations - those states over which we have no control:
We were raised in alcoholic, emotionally abusive households. Consequently, each of us has many issues to resolve. One issue is that we acted as parents to our parents, and took responsibility for our siblings. As a result, we need to explore our sense of never having had a childhood.
Attitudes - reactions to self-perceptions:
1) We judge ourselves harshly
2) We take ourselves seriously and have difficulty having fun
3) We are approval-seekers and fear personal criticism
4) We feel isolated, different from other people
5) We focus on others rather than look honestly at ourselves
6) We are attracted to people who are rarely there emotionally for us
7) We guess at what normal is
8) We live from the viewpoint of victims
Character Traits - defenses developed as a result of having been raised in an alcoholic household:
1) We are overly responsible
2) We are frightened by angry people and authority figures
3) We need intimacy, yet have difficulty with intimate relationships
4) We fear abandonment
5) We have an exaggerated need to control
6) We have strong guilt feelings
7) We are overly reactive
8) We are loyal to others even though that loyalty may be undeserved
9) We stuff our feelings, unable to either feel or express them
10) Our impulsivity leads to anger, self-hate and loss of control
11) We tend to look for immediate rather than deferred gratification
12) We are angry people
13) We find it easier to give in to others than to stand up for ourselves
14) We are addicted to excitement
15) We often confuse love and pity
16) We have a tendancy toward procrastination
17) We have difficulty trusting both ourselves and others
18) We have problems with self-esteem
19) We are anxious people, often dwelling on our past and future fears
20) We have the potential for, and tendency towards, becoming alcoholics and/or marrying them
Adult Children of Alcoholics Big Book and Workbook
The Complete ACOA Sourcebook - Janet Geringer Woititz
The Adult Children of Alcoholics Syndrome: From Discovery to Recovery - Wayne Kritsberg
Daily Affirmations: For Adult Children of Alcoholics - Rokelle Lerner
Perfect Daughters - Adult Daughters of Alcoholics - Robert J. Ackerman, Ph.D.
Bradshaw on: The Family: A New Way of Creating Solid-Self Esteem - John Bradshaw
It Will Never Happen to Me: Growing Up With Addiction As Youngsters, Adolescents, Adults - Claudia A. Black
12 Step Meetings
What you can expect at your first 12-step meeting
Adult Children of Alcoholics meetings worldwide
Al-Anon meetings worldwide
Codependents Anonymous meetings worldwide